Reagan on how to pull Quackers properly! She will happily amuse herself if she doesn’ t realise she’s being filmed, once she does it’s only the camera that interests her lol
Hummmm an actress maybe?
I really do love my little girl more than life it’s self, she is far and away the best thing I have ever done and I think I have done some pretty good things in my 40 years on this earth. She makes me so happy when she smiles just because I walk into a room or laughs at my EXTREMELY funny jokes of which I have bajillions I am the first person she sees every morning when I go to her room and scoop her up in my arms and say good morning she is so excited to see me I melt. The cuddles I get when we are together and she knows she is safe and bury’s her head in my chest with glee because I’m her dad and nothing bad ever happens when dads around……but…?
Jamie left for the gym tonight at 19:10 and left me with a happy Reagamiester but when we had done with the rice and sweat potato and milk she so much enjoyed while eating, her demeanour slowly changed and she SCREAMED her little head off which turned into constant crying and it did not stop no matter what I did. Talking gently, holding her tightly, some of my best jokes and funniest faces did not even make her stop. I bathed her and she cried oh man did she cry and I dried her and dressed her and she cried. I wrapped her in her sleeper while she sobbed and sniffed and cried some more then gave her a bottle and…..SILENCE!
Reagan became again that sweet little girl I love so much….
Not for one minute do I suggest I didn’t love her any less while she cried but it just saddens me to think that she believes throughout that time crying and screaming was really the only way to get through it. It knocks my confidence the whole time to think she has to cry, or that, it is a bad time when dad does bedtime? I would do anything for that little girl, anything to make her happy, anything to make her healthy, anything to make her feel better if I could!
She fell asleep in my arms after only drinking a third of her bottle (and I know I will have to feed her the rest before too long) and I looked down at her and she is the absolute image of her mom but with my eyelashes |:-) Mommy is brilliant and I get jealous how great she is with Reagan sometimes Mom can take control of the situation and calm it all down. She does it so well I forget when she is not there just how much she does for us. I am learning though and the rewards far out way any so called bad bits of having Reagan in my life.
Coffee required cos mom’s not home yet and I my still be called to arms!
To travel to America next year we need to sort out Reagan’s paperwork, she is a British citizen by birth so she has a British birth certificate which entitles her to a British passport which we can send away for no big deal that fill out a few form pay the man and bingo. It only gets complicated when you consider we want her to have dual citizenship which in the future will entitle her to travel the world so much more freely.
To get this we have to fill out the forms of which there are many pay the man AND go to the American Embassy, Grosvenor Square, London in person to get it so we are hoping we can do it on 1st November the day after the Broncos game at Wembley otherwise its a special trip just to sort out the paperwork.
As a dual national Reagan will then be able to enter and leave America on her American passport and re-enter Britain on her British passport without ever having to justify why or fill out a visa
Bedtime last night was “a challenge” last night with our sick little padoodle as mommy calls her or Reagan to the rest of the world. We fed her and bathed her and then Calpol’ed her right up administered nasal drops and fed her once more and she was asleep…. for 90 minutes!
Mommy went up first and settled her with booby and laid her down again that lasted about 20 minutes when she scream and screamed and screamed I took a turn but mommy had to take over but she did come up with a brilliant idea prop her up in bed so we got the moses basket and put that in the cot one two pillows so it was at an angle and we eventually got her back to sleep and laid her down again.
Success that was the last we heard of her until 3am and then it was only for food so I volunteered for this one seeing how Jamie was so “unimpressed” the other night. Reagan fed and was back asleep propped up in bed within 40 minutes and she remained asleep again then til 07:30
Although still very congested her smile is still there and she is lively so hopefully she past the worse