The highlight for me should be getting the electrics finally sorted enough to get the dryer into Jamie’s shed?

But it goes to Jamie taking a dip in her new cold plunge pool, something I will never understand and on a really cold day I watched her question whether she was  crazy to even be stood in a bathing suit in the garden let alone be about to get into cold water….for fun?

She did it though and all credit to her mind over matter I won’t be doing it anytime soon. Sorry, let me rephrase will NEVER be doing!

I am glad I can make her laugh anytime though, even if she thinks laughter is the last thing she wants to be doing?

CRAZY!

Let’s go buy lights seemed like a great plan but it ended up with me nearly shitting meself in Morrisons and feeling like I wasted my last day off with nothing to do, which is slightly ironic!

We laid in till 9:30 went for a walk and then drove to Northwich with the intention of going to Currys to buy a strip light to go behind the sofa but eating brunch at the Bear first, which we did.

While waiting 50 minutes for food we realised that Currys don’t carry the lights we wanted but went there anyway only to be told what we knew already. We needed to go to Morrisons to get food and necessary supplies but even before we got there me guts did not feel right. Halfway round the store I got the call that could not be ignored and made my way to the bathroom. Let’s just say with gentlest of pushes it was like emptying an old radiator and I pity anyone who followed that.

Watched a bit of TV drank some wine and went to bed just seems like a wasted day, sadly?

Denver needed to win and they’re in the playoffs but like last week fell short again versus the Bengals in overtime.  I wrote on social media straight after the game “Overtime, over achieving maybe, but it ain’t arf exciting! Disappointing to lose such a close game, we’re beginning to find out where we stand in the big scheme of things?”

We can still beat the Chiefs next week, and we’re in we still control our own destiny but this team was  ever expected to be in this position so I am enjoying every minute and looking forward to a brighter future.

I eeversed my car in to the gate this morning which royaly pissed me off I was rushing not concentrating and have no-one to blame but myself. It is just a car and can be fixed but that will take money I don’t have right now.

Jamie got another opportunity to preach again this time at MCC and absolutely nailed it with precision planning and impeccable and funny delivery that was engaging to the whole congregation young and old. In contrast Anthony the pastor talked for twice as long as her and basically said nothing which he does every time I go to church but it was highlighted listening to a structured consice message with a point in between his nonsense. To be there to witness Jamie’s first time preaching made me proud but today she went beyond that she is growing into something she loves doing.

The day ended with Sean, someone who I love spending time with and after taking Billy for a walk together we sat and watched NFL red zone and ate green chilli and talked I get a lot out of spending time with him I consider him a really good friend and its a shame we only get to see each other more often.

Focusing on the positives today was a good day!

I sat and looked into Jamie’s eyes last night and I could not have been happier, I love her so much it hurts, she said I am the most caring man but I said I just do my best…

My Christmas present to her was supposed to be a speaker and perfume wrapped in bedding but as I have said I failed on that but my actual thought was to give her the perfect bedroom, I just couldn’t afford it.

Today I drove to Stoke to pickup a TV we went halves on to compliment all the bedding and her face was exactly what I dreamed of a couple of weeks ago just couldn’t afford nor deliver it…

Merry Christmas Dude!

Managing to relax finally after all the pressure of Christmas I spent the day pottering tidying the house a bit and getting Jamie’s bedding on the bed. Her face was an absolute picture as she snuggled into bed tonight, I think bedding was the best present not the booby prize as it was intended.

The best part about my Boxing day was seeing Karen so chirpy and looking well it was so great to see and I have to say unexpected.

It was good to go down to a kitchen that was tidy having worked hard to do dishes and tidy up throughout the the big day meaning Boxing day started off in a relaxed manner

A trip to Argos to get Jaie fun / joke present was required because I can’t read texts and panicked just before Christmas but they sorted it all out refunding me for a speaker a day supplying the bedding I was going to wrap the speaker in as a little traditional joke.

Mum did turkey, and we had a great time. The only sort of concerning thing about the whole day was listening to Abbie and how she treats me mum basically living in the house, probably with her boyfriend possibly rent free and telling us she has access to mums bank account. Benefit of the doubt aside it concerns me that she is taking advantage of her situation and the boyfriend may have ulterior motives beyond playing house…?

It always begins at 7am they’re just conditioned not to start the day any earlier but after that free to go! I stood filming like I always do, by 7:30 and both Reagan and Lincoln lived their best life for the next 15 mi uses watched by two very proud parents Grandma and Auntie Nemily.

Reagan just sat and opened the presents she had asked for and looked overwhelmed at times but very Reagan like the rest of the time controlling her emotions showing exactly what she wanted to show.

Lincoln on the other hand just went with the flow reacting to each gift as he opened them until he got to the last one which not only was a surprise it also made him, in his words, “the happiest boy on earth!” He’d asked for bits to repair his failing Oculus 2 VR Headset but Mommy said it was better to buy the new 3S and WOW she nailed parenting with honours!

Nannie joined us for the rest of the day and we had such a relaxing time in each others company with great food and lots of love and laughs!

Perfect!

As we sat watching The Snowman followed by the Snowman and the Snow Dog both Jamie and me looked at our family and were just bowled over by what we did.

As a couple we began in an unconventional way but on the eve of Christmas we are as conventional as we could possibly be sipping wine waiting to be Father Christmas as soon as the kids go to bed

I love my life!!!

To have to go to the supermarket the day before Christmas Eve filled me with dread but do you know what I reckon I could anything with Jamie and enjoy it, and we did!

We sat there tonight, reflecting on the day and how we both faded half way round but it was about buying what we needed to make  Christmas day what we wanted it to be.

We always sit watching TV and think this is the best time we spend together but when it’s wallowing in having started to create Christmas magic it meant a little bit more…

Absolutely no idea why I became all other men and left shopping to the week before Christmas but got it sorted and sat back thinking a trip to Argos Winsford sorts my Santa duties, oh no!

Panic set in when  one of my gifts moved to ‘available 27th’ and I knew I could have got them all physically but chose to use argos because I could do a one stop shop job done.

Yes I got them all today but I had to drive to Crewe and Northwich braving slash tolerating the Christmas crowds lol

Just don’t leave it till the last minute ffs