There may be a hole between your gob and your nose sign here, and we’ll rip it out…
I trudged through the snow to the dentist this morning to have a tooth ripped out of me head feeling slightly scared but knowing I couldn’t afford the alternatives. A ton eighty to feel fucking terrible and lose part of me and be told for three grand I can have it put back, we’ll see I suppose!
Before this job becomes worse than the one I left it for I need to get out and I have quickly realised that since returning after the Christmas period.
I belive the customer who continually berates me since discovering something is going on, and it might be serious, is just the tip of the iceberg there is a whole shit show coming and don’t intend to let it drag me down with it.
I am now actively looking for another job and will apply for the first one tomorrow
Great win at pool 7 3 against Nadin, yet work is just shit….I just can’t fathom WTF is going on in their minds?
The last few days have been cold with snow and Icy rain in equal quantities but to ight when Reagan got into the car after horseriding she was freezing. It took ages to get home because I daren’t go over 30mph
Lincoln had his first drum lesson tonight and I don’t think I have ever heard him so eager and keen to learn something other than XBOX or VR I hope he sticks at it…we’ll see?
Can a few hours in me shed take my mind off work? Answer: No!
I loved today, and the fact that I got to just go to my shed and make a box to contain the TV that became surplus, once we bought a 43″ TV for our bedroom. Anyway watching TV in me shed is not exactly what I intend to do but I decided to make a box attached to the shed roof that will contain the TV and allow it to be dropped down if I do want to watch it.
With the snow outside, rain falling and bitterly cold, yet in me shed, I heated it, and it stayed warm all day, I couldn’t have been happier but all day I felt the cloud of work on me mind?
As my whole family watched the bottles fall from my backpack and smash on the floor it seemed symbolic that no matter how hard I try life just has no regard for my efforts, it just says Fuck You!
I would never not try my best but to go to work knowing non of my employers would cross the street to piss on me if they saw me on fire makes me feel how I felt tonight as I stood a pathetic failure in front of people that actually love me!
Work holds no joy anymore, only impending doom and misery, and that negativity is like a cancer
Cha cha cha cha change is required!
As days go this was just another one as I worked from home while my family went out for the day trying to finish their holidays by getting out of the house.
I decided when I finished work to groom and bathe to wash away the first few days back before taking Billy into town where I ordered a kebab from Fantastic and telling them I will be back in half an hour to pick it up.
I fancied a pint of Guinness, so I went to the White Bear and enjoyed the wait and a great pint while people watching.
I got home put the telly on and enjoyed one f yhe best take out chicken kebabs I have had for ages so a good end to a meh work week!
As expected the chaos and lack of planning became absolutely apparent when I returned to work today and it seems so demoralising to think this will not get any better…
Not really quiet but in past years New years day is usually spent trying to get over the night before but although a lie in was great we went for a walk, something we have decided to do every morning not just today.
Jamie wants to be more active and to join me and Billy on our morning walk is an easy 4000 steps pre 9am and means if she does just that and carries on as she did before 8000 steps per day should be easy?
We had a great night last night, just the four of us playing games and a picky tea made for an relaxed night and I thought Sophie Ellis-Bexter and the BBC complimented it perfectly!
In bed by 12:45 was great because neither Jamie or me were drunk we had just enjoyed NYE with Reagan and Lincoln who are now old enough to enjoy it with us perfectly.
It was a great night with my family!