Playoff day

Just finished watching the Broncos in their first playoff game since Superbowl 50 7th February 2016 and it began well scoring a TD on our opening drive but after that it was apparent we were not ready to take on a Bills side who are in the middle of a window that could produce a Championship.

So…

A great season ends with a disappointing loss to a good football team, no-one gave us a chance at the start of the season but we gave ourselves that chance by balling all year! 

The big take aways we lack player makers on offense but it looks like we have found our QB for the next few years, our cap space eases next year and we have all our draft picks. For the first time in a long time, we are not looking for a quarterback or head coach, so go surround Bo Nix with weapons!

I enjoyed the ride and look forward to September to do it all again #GoBroncos

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Feeling awful

Spent the night being woken up in pain because the painkillers kept wearing off and it was annoying and I think it really affected the rest of my day because I was never able to feel great. I walked with Reagan and Lincoln to church with Billy as his mornin,  and I felt light-headed thinking I hope I make it home. Its been hard to eat enough to give me energy and with a poor night’s sleep, after trying to battle through the fatigue and had to give in and go to bed, and I slept all afternoon.

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Reagan began her first period today, and that must be pretty scary, but thankfully, her Mom was here to help and guide her through it. I’m not saying I couldn’t have done it but Reagan would not have wanted me to, so I’m sure she is more thankful than me?

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Managing pain

Spent Saturday worried that I was going to be in pain all day but it never really materialised all I did keep on top of Ibuprofen and Paracetamol  all day. We had a great day first taking Billy around Shaking the Mirror

Then the best bit taking me mum grocery shopping, which doesn’t sound thrilling, but just to spend time with her was just brilliant.

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Skull crusher

There may be a hole between your gob and your nose sign here, and we’ll rip it out…

I trudged through the snow to the dentist this morning to have a tooth ripped out of me head feeling slightly scared but knowing I couldn’t afford the alternatives. A ton eighty to feel fucking terrible and lose part of me and be told for three grand I can have it put back, we’ll see I suppose!

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Dragging me down

Before this job becomes worse than the one I left it for I need to get out and I have quickly realised that since returning after the Christmas period.

I belive the customer who continually berates me since discovering something is going on, and it might be serious, is just the tip of the iceberg there is a whole shit show coming and don’t intend to let it drag me down with it.

I am now actively looking for another job and will apply for the first one tomorrow

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Ying yang

Great win at pool 7 3 against Nadin, yet work is just shit….I just can’t fathom WTF is going on in their minds?

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Cold snap

The last few days have been cold with snow and Icy rain in equal quantities but to ight when Reagan got into the car after horseriding she was freezing. It took ages to get home because I daren’t go over 30mph

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Lincoln plays the drums

Lincoln had his first drum lesson tonight and I don’t think I have ever heard him so eager and keen to learn something other than XBOX or VR I hope he sticks at it…we’ll see?

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A shed day

Can a few hours in me shed take my mind off work? Answer: No!

I loved today, and the fact that I got to just go to my shed and make a box to contain the TV that became surplus, once we bought a 43″ TV for our bedroom. Anyway watching TV in me shed is not exactly what I intend to do but I decided to make a box attached to the shed roof that will contain the TV and allow it to be dropped down if I do want to watch it.

With the snow outside, rain falling and bitterly cold, yet in me shed, I heated it, and it stayed warm all day, I couldn’t have been happier but all day I felt the cloud of work on me mind?

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Symbolic

As my whole family watched the bottles fall from my backpack and smash on the floor it seemed symbolic that no matter how hard I try life just has no regard for my efforts, it just says Fuck You!

I would never not try my best but to go to work knowing non of my employers would cross the street to piss on me if they saw me on fire makes me feel how I felt tonight as I stood a pathetic failure in front of people that actually love me!

Work holds no joy anymore, only impending doom and misery, and that negativity is like a cancer

Cha cha cha cha change is required!

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