Not had many wins recently in the pool league but to ight we showed character against a fiesty side who although bottom of the table were level at 2 all and could have caused us problems if we weren’t careful. Eventually running out 7 3 winners, it was nice to play a captains frame to make it 3 2 and take the pressure off the next players on my team.

Didn’t drink again second night on the bounce it felt good to have rest, and although last night was tough, I dro e to pool tonight, which switches off the urge, and it’s easy not to drink.

Whatever happens at work over the next week or so, I have managed to book off the whole festive period and get it approved so they can do what they want I now have the choice be arsed or to not be once their plan is revealed…!

I know I lack mojo now work means nothing, my whole life ‘stability’ my ‘equilibrium’ is awful right now its so wierd and I don’t like it!

I can feel my mood wavering, I’m not worried its just my brain won’t stop.

I put some ‘bloopers’ on YouTube tonight which always makes me laugh and it did

Got up at 01:15am and watched the 7 & 5 Broncos play the 3 & 8 Browns and it was one of those games that makes it worth getting up for. The stats were insane and for it to be the Monday Night national game across the whole of America was ace!

Yes I would have liked to thrash the Browns but 32 – 41 making us 8 & 5 going into a bye week where we can get well and rest up for a push towards our first playoff football since Superbowl 50 was worth feeling tired all day!

#GoBroncos