About to begin a long weekend and go camping I had a delivery of 3 x 18mm sheets of plywood as an upgrade to my shed floor, so after dinner I set about installing them so that they did not get damaged or have a chance to warp if stored incorrectly. This meant emptying everything out lifting the 11mm plywood then cutting and fitting the new wood before putting everything back into the shed which I did just before it started to rain.
As I finished I said to Jamie that I was going to have some dinner take a shower and then go to Ashbrook as I’d planned to do. She looked puzzled saying What at quarter past 4?
I think I looked as stunned as she looked puzzled because I had not realised I’d spent the whole afternoon working on my shed proving the saying “Time flies when you’re enjoying yourself” which is exactly how I feel when I get a chance to work on my project!
I woke up during last night, feeling so disappointed that I’d had a glass of wine and not completed one year sober, only to find I’d actually dreamt it. Makes me think I have to do the year, no matter what even if that means my Broncos weekend is a dry one.
I think I’d tried to convince myself that I deserved to have a glass of wine that weekend but I doubt I will because I want the year more….
After Reagans eye consultation referral at Leighton where her diagnosis of Accommodative Esotropia or as I prefer ‘the turn in her eye has probably always been there and so long as her glasses correct it there is nothing to worry about…’ Mommy took the kids to Delemere Wild Shore to spend the afternoon messing about on the inflatable obstacle course while I had to to work.
I took a call today from a number beginning 020 thinking it was a work call but infact it was a company called Life Search who I used 4 years ago to help get myself life insurance because at the time I was listening to a weekly podcast by someone who felt he needed peace of mind himself as he started a family in case something happened, God forbid.
Now, I have a very poor relationship with insurance companies stemming from the way I was treated when Yvonne died and how they fought to not pay out which isn’t how life insurance is sold!
“Will your family be ok if the unthinkable happened, get life insurance and have that peace of mind that whatever happens they will be looked after!”
So listening to Bill Burr go on every week about how good it made him feel to have sorted out life insurance I decided I would have another go, and took out a policy to cover the mortgage so i could leave the house to Jamie or the kids and a policy to cover my funeral. I wrote a Will, put it in an envelope and was happy that my family would not be burdened when my time comes.
Move it on 4 years to today and Cameron from Life Search calls me to “review” my policies? Now the decreasing mortgage cover they recommended won’t cover the mortgage, the funeral policy will be worthless by the end of the term and I need critical illness cover in case I don’t die during both policies?
So in a nutshell if I do nothing they get nothing and if I do something my monthly payments go up so the insurance companies get more money and I’m guessing in four years time they’ll be back to “review” my policies and fleece more money out of me by making feel worried that I haven’t done enough?
I was OK before Cam called but during and after his call I felt agitated angry and stressed. I hate insurance companies and probably always will because they are not there to help you if they can possibly avoid it they are just thieves and vagabonds who pray on the vulnerable only existing to make money not give peace of mind to the likes of me but you only realise it when it is too late!
275 days sober and determined to do 365 but tonight I missed it more in a long time. Tonight I would have been an angry drunk!
So tomorrow night I have to speak to the actual insurance company because they need to know that I am healthy enough to live longer than the policy length and can refuse the policy if I do anything that might mean they have to payout!
As I sat in the garden this afternoon choosing to spend the whole day doing nothing but have a chill out day in the sun I read the words below, which were attributed to Steve Jobs but a bit of Googling says that might not strictly be true. Whoever wrote them, doesn’t matter, what matters is the sentiment!
It made me happy that Mommy was sat in the pool spending “time” with Lincoln. It made me happy that Reagan and her friend were sat drying off chatting about girly stuff. It mattered that were all together making memories yet we can all be doing ur own stuff too.
Jamie’s cousin Troy, requested his family choose an activity they can do which means they spend quality time together individually and I thought that was such a great gift idea! Yes I want more speakers or expensive Broncos gear or Dewalt tools but what really matters is “time” and we forget that try to “out do the Jones’s” with a great car a big house and 3 holidays per year yet if we strive to be happy with what we have we beat them a million times if we live a happy life regardless?
Read the following words and then just spend a moment to think what really matters…?
You can employ someone to drive the car for you, make money for you but you cannot have someone to bear the sickness for you. Material things lost can be found. But there is one thing that can never be found when it is lost – health and life itself.
When a person goes into the operating room, he will realize that there is one book that he has yet to finish reading – “Book of Healthy Life”
Whichever stage in life we are at right now, with time, we will face the day when the curtain comes down, and the hole they dig is the same size for everyone
Treasure love for your family, love for your spouse, love for your friends…
Treat yourself well. Cherish others.
As we grow older, and hence wiser, we slowly realize that wearing a $300 or $30 watch – – – they both tell the same time.
Whether we carry a $300 or $30 wallet/handbag – – – the amount of money inside is the same;
Whether it is a bottle of $300 or $10 wine – – – the hangover is the same;
Whether the house we live in is 300 or 3000 sq. ft. – – – loneliness is the same.
You will realize, your true inner happiness does not come from the material things of this world.
Whether you fly first or economy class, if the plane goes down – – – you go down with it.
Therefore, I hope you realize, when you have mates, buddies and old friends, brothers and sisters who you chat with, laugh with, talk with, sing songs with, talk about north-south-east-west or heaven & earth …. that is true happiness!!
Five Undeniable Facts of Life
1. Don’t educate your children to be rich. Educate them to be happy so when they grow up, they will know the value of things, not the price.
2. Best awarded words in London … “Eat your food as your medicines. Otherwise you have to eat medicines as your food.”
3. The one who loves you will never leave you for another because even if there are 100 reasons to give up he or she will find one reason to hold on.
4. There is a big difference between a human being and being human. Only a few really understand it.
5. You are loved when you are born. You will be loved when you die. In between, you have to manage!
NOTE: If you just want to walk fast, walk alone! But if you want to walk far, walk together!
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So as another season looms there is light on the horizon after 6 years of disappointment since winning #SB50 when dreams of a dynasty and continued success were quickly extinguished with a carousel of quarterbacks trying to follow in Manning’s footsteps and coming up way too short but not helped by a poor O-line and then a defense run by a coach who believed it was better than it was while ignoring the offense, just added up to a team so negative it was a struggle to find positives at all…?
The 2022 Broncos look and feel very different in all areas with a completely different coaching staff headed by Nathaniel Hackett who talks a great game but more importantly after the last 6 years says it with enthusiasm and comes across as excited to be the Head Coach and that filters through to the players and us as fans. I am always excited for the season to start after such a long layoff but this season feels different because there is real hope.
In addition to the coaching staff there is Russell Wilson an elite quarterback George Paton acquired from Seattle in a “blockbuster” trade which suited both Russell and the Broncos, we needed a quarterback to sit at the head of a good team that has lacked at that position for too long and RW wanted away from a team in the beginning of a rebuild. He has pedigree and could be the missing link an emerging offense needs to break out and dominate. What is interesting is that while everyone is looking at the offense and what they could do with the Wilson effect our defense looks like a very strong unit under knew tutoridge and could shock the league if they can put that potential on the field when the season starts!
If everyone can stay healthy it should finally be a season worth watching, the only problem with the league being interested in the Broncos is they get to play regualr Primetime games which is bad for me because they start at 01:30 in the morning which is always a tough next day at work on very little sleep but if we play like the Playoff contenders we have the potential to be I won’t mind…too much!
Tonight sees us kickoff the preseason with a game against Dallas a team we made look average last season in a otherwise dower season for us and a potential Superbowl caliber season for the Cowboys team, we turned the form book on its head? I won’t be getting up at 2am to watch it preferring to watch the highlights tomorrow knowing there will not be any real starters in the game especially not #dangerusswilson when there is no gain in risking him this early.
Reagan has a horseriding day today which she has had on many occasions and there is a competition between all the participants and she always does well but today in the sweltering heat she only bloody won ?
How much prouder could I possibly be, she loves riding and it’s something she’s stuck at even though she will admit when she wasn’t very good it frustrated her but now she’s able to not only compete but she was the best today!
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After a tough day at the coal face it was great to finish work and walk out into the garden and join the kids wallowing in the pool trying to keep cool from another 30?+ day
When Mommy finished work and hour later this is what she saw when stepping out of her office. We had a good evening and long may the heatwave “summer” continue!
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The thing that pisses me off more than anything about hot weather is not being able to sit out in it! Today was one of those days being busy working meant I was in front of my pc all day and it was 33? outside, when I did take a lunch at around 2pm it was roasting out on the lawn.
After work and after going to Nannies to mow her lawn again I managed to sit for half an hour in the evening sun and chill.The kids arrived home having been at Nannies all day but they rode their bikes so my brief visit to mow they were eating their tea before riding home.
Jamie and I met in the kitchen at 8 30 and made tacos we watched a couple of episodes of The Bear a series about a restaurant in Chicago which actually makes us anxious watching it…weird?
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I had to go into the office today, as I have to every Wednesday, leaving the family at home on a very warm day. I had the luxury of an air-conditioned office but the children had to suffer a whole day swimming in the paddling pool eating ice creams and keeping hydrated. When I left the office the heat was really oppressive to walk out into and I just thought of the memories they are making and it’s the best time ever 6 weeks off hot days they will remember for the rest of their lives I just hope it stays hot for their whole summer break
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