Had such a great conversation with Jamie today discussing relationships and what it means to be happy. We all want to be happy but don’t work on being happy with what we have enough or fully work through our feelings instead trying to be someone else pulling up facades and putting on masks to hide […]
Lincoln had not been enjoying gymnastics for a few weeks but because we had paid for 10 lessons the rule is if you commit to something you need to see it through, he carried on until today. Lincoln started gymnastics when he was 7 but really took to it when they said he could learn […]
I questioned my sobriety today after dreaming about Guinness, and whether there is any reason why I need to deny myself something I want and have enjoyed many times in the past? The only answer I could come up with was 440 days, and how I would feel if I broke that streak and maybe […]
I discovered Renèe Fleming this evening an American Soprano who I’d never heard of before but have just spent an hour in the bath with and Ave Maria amongst others… and was emersed in so many ways. Music you do not have to listen to, was what I was looking for, to relax with and […]
Got told tonight that my mind had been read as I refereed a pool match, and apparently I was thinking that if no-one noticed I was not going to call foul against my own player? Now as referee my decision is final and it took me a couple of seconds to assess whether a foul […]
I heard someone say that on a show we are currently watching called “I shouldn’t be alive” where people recount near-death experiences and it is such easy watching and a great laugh taking the piss out the stupidity of some people before we go to sleep. When you realise that being happy is the most […]
Reading back the last few posts I am very negative and I think it’s because this chest infection is getting me down a bit, and my lack of patience at work this morning was down to the same thing. To be asked to fix something that I do not have the administrative rights to fix […]
It seems weekends are not good for my health just lately, last Sunday I felt poorly and today I again felt bad suffering from this nagging cold that just will not do one. I spent the morning in my shed making a new box to cover the gas meter and got cold I don’t think […]
The snow was disappearing late afternoon yesterday but when the sun disappeared and it started getting cold it just turned to ice. This morning it was -5 when we got up but by the time Billy and I went for a walk the sun had come out it was still cold but Billy does not […]
Reagan and Lincoln got home from school and asked if they could go outside and play in the snow, which I immediately agreed to, because for them to want to go outside is rare especially when not being made to. Although I was still working I watched them for a while, playing in the street […]