Entries by ALB1970

Just because you’re paranoid…

Well, my ‘tone’ got me a dressing down at work today something Jamie had warned me about over the last few weeks but I just couldn’t alter how work makes me feel right now? My whole life is affected by how I perform at work and it should not do that but in a way […]

Found my rhythm

It has taken a while but I have finally found my natural throw again and feel that I can now practice getting better. I have a theory that in a pub situation where I was not thinking about throwing because there would be distractions but in my shed I have been so hyper critical of […]

Salford Lads Club

Just stopped off at #salfordladsclub not because of Andy Rourke’s sad passing but to get the obligatory photo outside. As we got back into the car, the project coordinator Leslie Holmes, came out and invited us to come in and look around, and wow what an experience to hear about the history of the club […]

The Wedding Present

Great night tonight just because I spent it with the only person who makes me feel this good, all the rest doesn’t matter. We planned tonight so Lincoln was at an 11th birthday sleepover and Nanny said she would look after Reagan. The Alchemist was our chosen eatery so after booking into the hotel itwaar6

Sports

Lincoln experienced the highs and lows of sports tonight against Elworth didn’t want to get out for a golden ?? wanted to score runs (2) ?? but then accepted a call to run……… He took a lot of lifting to go out and field let’s just say, but I am watching him now enjoying it […]

No future for me…?

I have a PDR coming up at work and I am very apprehensive of what I might say in that meeting and it is weighing heavy right now, so much so that I may ask someone to witness the meeting as a nominated representative? It shouldn’t be like this but I do not see a […]

Euphoria

It feels so good to be out with me, mates. I really am enjoying the time not thinking about anything else just being me, without a care. I played well as we all struggle to learn the new rules but even that was fun, it was just a good night in the Legion, our new […]

As meetings go?

We went to a parent information at the High School in preparation for Lincoln going there in September we were there 20 minutes and were introduced to the new head teacher who said a few words and then we were told there is a information pack on your way out, good night? Back home within […]

Being a kid

Today, I went to watch Reagan’s riding lesson because I saw a “Tiktok” about making memories and how a parent being present means more to a child than 100s of pounds worth of things. I think both children hold possessions and things in such high regard, but that feeling is so fleeting that possession then […]

Being a Mom

Jamie has waited her whole life to be a Mom and I have watched her become one, the easy bit although my participation was brief and then 9 months later I was just a bystander there just to encourage and hold a hand. The hard bit is actually being a Mom and she has not […]