Crying won’t change anything, will worrying make it worse probably so I am going to do neither but that said today I cried when everyone except me were told they do not have a job Merry Christmas and I was left worrying what the hell I am supposed to do now… I am left working […]
To watch my teenage children still loving church and taking part in the nativity says so much of how Jamie is still guiding both brilliantly. Lincoln was superb as a puppeteer and got some great laughs it was great to hear him and see him performing! Reagan and her friends danced and sang beautifully and […]
We set off to Chester early to watch Lincoln’s drama group perform at the Freedom Church and once we dropped him and Cody off me and Reagan went for some breakfast and wait for Mommy to arrive. She had been in London for her Christmas party so was travelling direct and when she arrived she […]
Reagan asked if she could cook steak for tea and I said why not, because Mommy was down in London and I didn’t fancy cooking. She did really well although it took a long time to get Steak and chips on the plate. The steaks were perfect really tasty and she should be proud!
Since ClearCourse implied that they do not see any future in where I work, I have felt really disappointed and embarrassed that I left a job that wasn’t fulfilling me to join a company that for a fleeting moment allowed me to breathe I didn’t have a care between 5 and 9 and just did […]
Not had many wins recently in the pool league but to ight we showed character against a fiesty side who although bottom of the table were level at 2 all and could have caused us problems if we weren’t careful. Eventually running out 7 3 winners, it was nice to play a captains frame to […]
Isolated from everything and everyone working from home has become a chore, something to dread. Are they all talking behind my back? Does anyone above me have a clue what the plan is? Everyone has a problem. There is no joy!
I know I lack mojo now work means nothing, my whole life ‘stability’ my ‘equilibrium’ is awful right now its so wierd and I don’t like it!
With Denver on a Bye week I spent my Sunday tidying up he electrics in Mom’s shed listening to football podcasts only interupted by Jamie wanting to be taken to lunch while the kids were at church perfecting next weeks Christmas performance. Next Sunday Colts vs Broncos a huge game that if we win makes […]