Entries by ALB1970

How I feel

I am not sure many people know how much I love just being in Jamie’s company, it is what I live for! I never thought I could live with my best friend, so to think I could spend the rest of my life enjoying that, it is just ace, I just thought I could not […]

Home is where the heart is!

Let me make this clear, I love my mother-in-law because she gave me Jamie forever, with just one piece of advice “you (Jamie) can always come home” that was said when Jamie was heading towards the unknown, today I love Pam more if that’s possible, but today I have had to spend the day watching […]

To miss or not…

As I dropped Jamie off at Crewe train station it just felt the same as it usually feels, won’t be long before we see her again but we kissed and said see you a couple of weeks…woah. As I drove away it still didn’t feel any different even after saying those words, maybe because she […]

Unnecessary Guilt

I get it. Mommy feels guilt about leaving for two weeks the night before she leaves, it sounded so decadent and exciting when we decided it was doable to go to Ian and Jim’s wedding. A few mo ths ago we looked at the cost of getting Jamie to America and the cost was the […]

Realisation

I think it only just dawned on Jamie that she leaves us in two days time and going to America and that is pretty bit daunting even though its been planned for months. She knows we will be ok but we know it always works better when she is here. She has just realised she […]

If you talk say something?

After struggling to sleep after nodding of during the family film last night and annoyingly dreaming about the mistake setting the hinges on my shed, something I don’t have control over…the dreaming bit not the mistake bit! Anyway I knew I would not be able to go look at it again until I had spent […]

It’s just a perfect day

Well nearly, barring setting the hinges not quite right I had a great day, which began with a walk after dropping Reagan off at horse riding. Mommy and me walked Billy around a wood she found last week in Alastock and rounded that off with a full English breakfast at the farm shop. The rest […]

Not ready & that’s OK!

Reagan’s first love asked her out yesterday and that is a big thing at 13 a boy actually saying he has feelings for you, and that he would like to be boyfriend and girlfriend. What that means is down to interpretation on both parties and something to negotiate at 13 years old but it didn’t […]

Growing up…

You say Foster, I say ForsterYou say I’m growing up and I say please don’t!Foster, Forster, up, down Let’s call the whole thing off, yes Joe is the one, the first… Reagan has been friends with Joe Foster and I have listened to them talking endlessly after school online and although I couldn’t hear what […]

10 Nil

Wow, live life happy was the advice I gave my mate this afternoon, but I feel such a failure actually as down as I have felt in a long time, and its because of a pool match? It doesn’t help that Mike and Foz were not there tonight, my best freinds and although other mates […]