Entries by ALB1970

Beckham

I have not missed Jamie more than tonight watching a Netflix series about someone I have loved and I am sad to say hated… Posh and Becks are on the TV saying they’re the most loving couple and I am just thinking noooo? We can always be as loving as any couple but I think […]

Disappointed

I never think of myself as a good parent and feel like I am winging it every day taking most of my leads from Jamie and I just hope I am doing it right, most of the time? Today, Jamie sent me some ‘disappointing’ revelations that Lincoln had called Reagan names and wished she didn’t […]

Fabulous 4 minus 1 (pt1)

I couldn’t imagine doing this without Jamie, if I didn’t know, she’d be back in a couple of weeks, because we are such a great team. It’s not hard when we’re together (most of the time) I’m not a good parent I tend to reactive rather than be proactive so without Mommy ‘guiding’ me I […]

Sunday

I will admit at 21 – 7 down I lost faith (a bit ?) but enjoyed the Broncos comeback agaiinst Chicago, especially because Reagan sat with me and was interested in what was going on! A wins a win 1 – 3 is better than 0 – 4 we can beat the Jets and build […]

Jamie’s walk

Leaving Lincoln to spend the morning at home my morning was all about taking Reagan to her riding lesson but with the intention of taking Billy on Mommy’s walk down Sandy Lane in Alostock. So after dropping her off I parked up in the same place as lat week and walked into the woods but […]

How I feel

I am not sure many people know how much I love just being in Jamie’s company, it is what I live for! I never thought I could live with my best friend, so to think I could spend the rest of my life enjoying that, it is just ace, I just thought I could not […]

Home is where the heart is!

Let me make this clear, I love my mother-in-law because she gave me Jamie forever, with just one piece of advice “you (Jamie) can always come home” that was said when Jamie was heading towards the unknown, today I love Pam more if that’s possible, but today I have had to spend the day watching […]

To miss or not…

As I dropped Jamie off at Crewe train station it just felt the same as it usually feels, won’t be long before we see her again but we kissed and said see you a couple of weeks…woah. As I drove away it still didn’t feel any different even after saying those words, maybe because she […]

Unnecessary Guilt

I get it. Mommy feels guilt about leaving for two weeks the night before she leaves, it sounded so decadent and exciting when we decided it was doable to go to Ian and Jim’s wedding. A few mo ths ago we looked at the cost of getting Jamie to America and the cost was the […]

Realisation

I think it only just dawned on Jamie that she leaves us in two days time and going to America and that is pretty bit daunting even though its been planned for months. She knows we will be ok but we know it always works better when she is here. She has just realised she […]